Well the reason is as follows. I have always had an attraction to diapers and staying little since I was out of diapers. Struggling to make sense of these feelings all through childhood I discovered I wasn’t alone when I was 10 or 11 all thanks to the internet. This was also the time I really started to realize that this was a part of who I was for the better or worse and it wasn’t going away. I did’t understand the sexual side that much at the time. I didn’t even understand what a fetish or kink was at the time.
I personally have always hated having to hide something, especially a part me and by the time I hit 11-12 I was tired of hiding the little side of me. I was obviously a minor so no one online would talk to me and I was way too nervous to even attempt that anyway. I had told one friend which is a whole other story but he didn’t get it understandably, and I had no other siblings. So who else to tell other then the closest people to me that I was brought up to believe would love me no matter what.
Anyways if I could have a do again I wouldn’t have told my parents as it didn’t end well and I was better off being sneaky about it but I just wanted to go over how naive 12 year old me made that decision. I just wanted to be accepted by someone and didn’t have many options. Wow that was a lot of feels…
I haven’t really told anyone, some know though. Can’t imagine telling my parents :O